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It's my personal
behaviour
That most people talk about,
Some say that I am just a lush,
Some say that I'm a lout.
But they don't
really know me,
If they did they wouldn't judge,
'Cause this is just the way I am,
I'm never going to budge.
I didn't used to
be like this,
I was a man of vision,
But then I lost the life I had,
Which wasn't my decision.
It happened very late
at night,
While working on the job,
Some punk with nothing else to do,
Had come inside to rob.
I didn't want to
do it, but
I have a son and wife,
I didn't want to die, and so
I took the robber's life.
And now I live in
torment, and
The pain, it comes and goes,
I put a smile upon my face,
So no one really knows.
It's just this
damn behaviour
That is getting in my way,
I really do not like it, but
I'm drunk most every day.
So please don't
judge the man you see,
This wasn't my first choice,
Be glad that you are not like me,
In that you can rejoice.
David Ronald Bruce Pekrul
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