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So there I was,
face-to-face with the tallest, largest man I had ever seen. Some
say he was ten feet tall, but next to me he looked more like
twenty. He had long, straggly hair and a dirty-looking beard. He
wore thick armour made of bronze and on his head was a
fearsome-looking helmet with a strange-looking nose-guard. That in
itself made him look cruel and savage, but when he spoke; no, when
he bellowed, the armies of Israel cowered in their tents. He could
have used a bath; I know this for sure because I was standing
downwind of him. My father's sheep pens were in cleaner
condition than the giant who stood before me.
My job was to take this
man down and save the armies of Israel. So there I stood, a small
shepherd boy, barely five feet tall and a hundred pounds soaking
wet. This man (I found out his name was Goliath) held a sword that
could have chopped down the cedars of Lebanon. I had a sling and
five small river-stones.
My name is
David.
Let me retrace my steps
and tell you how I ended up in this situation. It was a beautiful,
bright sunny day and I was tending my father's sheep.
That's what I did. That's all I had ever done. I am
the youngest of eight boys. My father is Jesse from Bethlehem. My
three oldest brothers, Eliab, Abinadab, and Shimea are full-time
soldiers in Saul's army and were now on the front-lines in a
battle against the Philistines. I was too young to join; besides,
my father needed me to tend sheep, as he was quite elderly and
found it too hard to do it himself. I would often travel back and
forth bringing encouragement to my brothers and taking news back to
my father, letting him know how the battle was going. My father
worried about my brothers, and the bits of news I would bring from
the battlefield would cheer him up and help him not to worry so
much.
So it was no surprise
when Father summoned me and asked me to take some roasted grain and
bread to my brothers, some cheese to their captain and in exchange
receive some, hopefully, encouraging news of their
welfare.
A friend of mine said
he would watch the sheep for me, so I took the provisions and went
to find my brothers. I entered the Israelite camp just as they were
starting the march to the battle-front. Leaving the bread and
cheese with a Supply Officer, I ran to find my brothers among the
ranks. It was an exciting time. Everyone was talking about the war
and the Philistines, especially about the one they called Goliath.
Oh, how I wished that I could fight the battle with them.
It's lousy being the youngest kid.
Soon we were
overlooking a deep valley, with the Philistine army on the opposite
hill, looking back at us. Then he was there; Goliath. The
embodiment of the name that was on everyone's lips. Goliath;
the name that struck fear into the bravest of warriors.
Goliath; the name that was feared by King Saul himself. A
strange, eerie silence fell upon each soldier, and it seemed as if
they were afraid even to look in his direction. He stood there
staring, as if he were looking into the very souls of men. Then he
broke the silence.
What a mouth on that
guy. Such language I had never heard in my life. He spoke
blasphemies that should have been answered by a bolt of lightning.
He cursed the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. He cursed the armies
of Israel. He cursed and he taunted; taunted and cursed. I
couldn't believe what I was hearing; and the worst part?
- the brave men of Saul's army started running for their
lives. This was no way for an army to act, especially the army of
God. Where was their faith? Had they forgotten the stories of how
God had rescued our fathers from the Egyptian Pharaoh and how
Pharaoh's army had drowned in the sea? How the armies of
Pharaoh were defeated without the people of Israel even lifting a
finger in battle? Did they think these stories were only folklore
and fables?
I stood there in
disbelief. My anger was mounting and I couldn't take it
anymore. I had to do something - anything. I may have only been a
small shepherd boy, but I serve a God who is greater than any
Philistine army or even their great hero, Goliath. I know this from
experience, for when a lion or bear would come to steal a lamb from
my father's flock, I would go after it with a club and
rescue the lamb. If the animal would turn on me I would catch it by
the jaw and club it to death. This was my experience with the wild
animals that would endanger my father's flocks and I was
determined to do the same thing to this pagan Philistine who was
defiling the armies of the living God.
And Saul, the one who
was supposed to be our leader; our king - what was he doing?
Well, it seems the best idea he could come up with was to offer a
reward of one of his daughters in marriage to the man who could
defeat Goliath in a one-on-one fight. He even upped the ante by
exempting that man's entire family from paying taxes. Now
I'm totally in favour of the idea of not paying taxes, but
really - is this what this was all about? Did it not bother him
or anyone else for that matter that the God we serve was being
blasphemed and cursed? Was there no honour left in the camp? Was
small personal gain more important than worship and obedience to
the God who rescued His people out of Egypt?
So I went to see King
Saul about the problem and about my own idea. I'm surprised
that he even gave me an audience, but I guess he was getting
desperate for a solution. He didn't think my idea of picking
a personal fight with Goliath was very good. In fact, he told me it
was a ridiculous idea. I told him about my experiences with the
lion and the bear. I told him that if the Lord could rescue me from
these, He could surely rescue me from this Philistine. I
don't know if this convinced him or if he was just more desperate
than I had thought, but he finally consented to my
offer.
You should have seen me
trying to put on Saul's armour - yea, that's
right, Saul actually offered me his own personal armour. Well, it
wasn't doing him any good. He was in his tent shaking in his
boots. He certainly had no intention of using it. I tried putting
it on, but Saul was a pretty tall guy. In fact, I think he was the
tallest person in the Israelite army. I tried taking a few steps in
it, but didn't get far. Not wanting to offend the king, I
told him I couldn't use it because I had never worn armour
before and didn't know how to use it properly. I certainly
couldn't tell him that offering oversized armour to a
pipsqueak like me was an even more ridiculous idea than me fighting
Goliath.
Well anyway, there I
was. I had made the offer to fight, but I had no weapons and I was
extremely undersized and under-trained for such an exhibition. All
I had was my sling and five small, smooth stones I had collected
from a nearby stream. At least that's all the weaponry
people could see. My real weapon was the power of the Almighty God,
whose army Goliath was defying.
That man was about to
learn a tough lesson.
With sling in hand and
a short prayer, I started across the valley floor. It seemed like a
very long walk. What on earth was I doing? Did I really have the
faith that I thought I had? Would God really do the fighting for
me? I had talked a good game, but what if I was wrong? What if I
lost the battle? I wasn't afraid of dying, but the armies of
Israel would be ridiculed by the Philistines even more than before.
The whole Philistine army would converge on Saul's army and
would defeat them. Not only would they be defeated, but they
would be slaughtered while running in retreat. This would be a
terrible blow to my people's honour. It would mean defeat
for the king and more than likely put my people into slavery to the
Philistine nation.
But I couldn't
think that way. Too much was at stake. I had told Saul that the
Lord would rescue me and I knew He would. I believed it; I had to
believe it. The faith of the nation was at stake. I knew God was on
our side; I knew He wouldn't let us down.
Confident in my God,
yet shaking on the inside, I walked up to Goliath and tried to
stare him down. That's not easy when you're five feet
tall and your opponent is ten feet tall. I couldn't exactly
look down to him, but I sure wanted to. Goliath was insulted by my
presence and shouted, "Am I a dog that you come at me
with a stick? Come over here, and I'll give your flesh to
the birds and wild animals."
At that moment I felt a
strength rising in me that that I can't describe. I knew
beyond a shadow of a doubt that the victory would be mine. I felt
at that moment that the battle was already won. I shouted back in a
voice that I did not recognize as my own, "You come to me
with sword, spear, and javelin, but I come to you in the name of
the Lord of Heaven's Armies - the God of the armies of
Israel, whom you have defied. Today the Lord will conquer you, and
I will kill you and cut off your head. And then I will give the
dead bodies of your men to the birds and wild animals, and the
whole world will know that there is a God in Israel. And everyone
assembled here will know that the Lord rescues his people, but not
with sword and spear. This is the Lord's battle, and he will
give you to us."
And then it was over,
almost before it began.
The rest of what happened is rather hazy in my memory,
but I do remember putting one of those small stones in my
sling and spinning the sling 'round and 'round
and 'round. My whole concentration was on that small
spot in the middle of Goliath's forehead. I remember
letting the stone fly and watching as it travelled upwards.
Everything seemed to be happening in slow motion as the stone
found its mark. Then I heard a low moan and saw a giant crash
to the earth.
That was many, many
years ago. I am no longer known as David the Shepherd Boy. These
days I am known as David, King of Israel. I have fought many
battles since that day. Some say that Saul slew his thousands,
while I slew my tens of thousands. That may be true; I don't
know. What I do know is that every battle, whether great or small,
is already won when God in on our side.
by David Ronald Bruce Pekrul
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